Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Is it a Fake Out?

Life can be cruel sometimes...and I'm wondering if God is Faking me out.....

My period was supposed to start yesterday- since the beginning of my period as a 12 year old- my period has ALWAYS been normal and regular (with the exception of Pre-Diabetes diagnosis).

Every 26 days...my period is like clock work....however....yesterday...it did NOT come at all. Part of me wanted to be excited...so I took a test...a big fat NEGATIVE. Disappointment....disappointment...disappointment....

Last night I went to bed with cramps- woke up with cramps in the middle of the night...not feeling so great. This morning...I felt fine...but I still have no signs of normal period..nor have I had any cramps today....

This is such a mean trick if my period is going to come...what would you do...take another test??? Wait it out a few days??


Part of me is nervous to take another test for fear of another BIG FAT NEGATIVE!

Maybe I'll get what I wanted for my birthday after all....maybe???